Happy birthday to Joash and Alicia!

Hehe....

Photos taken after dinner and just before they left for Genting Highlands for another round of celebration...

Having my MUET paper tomorrow and I don't really know what to expect. All I can do is hope, hoping that things will turn out rather fine for me and the rest of the people taking this test... How bad can it be anyway?

Practising...

This tells it all..haha...

How do I feel now? Well, enthusiastic. That day, me and Han were talking and we mentioned about starting a band. Obviously, I'm looking forward to that...just wanna jam and of course, feature ourselves in some gigs. I've learnt a couple of new songs lately, and I can say those have really boosted my confidence. Man, I gotta keep rockin...

For a moment, I think I should pull myself away from the things happening and be less critical of them. Well, maybe I should learn to be more grateful towards things. Indeed... I should. Okay, a while is enough. Now I shall go back into the situation with a better prespective.

Listening to some Dream Theater stuff...really admire John Petrucci, Mike Portnoy and John Myung for being such cool geniuses. Nice progressive music from them.

Just reached home half an hour ago after going out for the whole day again today. Early morning I had to wake up and go to school in my school uniform (man, it's a Saturday, I don't have to wear those). The prize presentation ceremony ended around 11:20 in the morning and I went bowling with Khor and Leong...each of us played 2 games...and the second game was the better one with three of us scoring more than 100 points (well we are amateurs...it feels real good to clear the 100 point mark). I broke my previous record (I think so...not really sure) with a total score of 153. After that, we had lunch in Kopitiam Junction. At 2 o clock, I went for my chemistry tuition and 20 minutes after it started I had to visit the toilet coz I had a stomachache...and missed some parts of the lesson. I think I had that stomachache because of the flies in that coffee place. Sigh. Bad hygience level. And during the lesson, I had a problem keepin myself awake even after a cup of coffee...I'm just way too sleepy because I slept kinda late yesterday. So there goes 2 hours of tuition. After that, got home and went out for karaoke with Ah Liang and some dudes. Nice la. It's only the second time that I go for karaoke. If you ask me, of course I prefer jamming because singing isn't really my thing. Haha. I wanna play songs on the guitar, which is real nice. How I hope I'm a better musician... If I can sing real well I could help a lot too =)

Long week....

This has a been kind of a busy week...You know...had breakfast with Justin on Sunday and now he's already in KL and he's gonna leave next Monday...sobz :'( ...LOL. Amazingly I deleted our photo which was taken on that day accidentally (ouch..)

And after that school resumes on Monday...the rountine continues...schooling is kinda boring you know. Sometimes you just wanna ignore the teachers in class and do your own work (homework for other subjects, chit-chatting, etc). These days I'm like a lost cause. I don't know what am I doing in school. Yea, to study of course...but it feels weird... Sometimes I'm so hardworking and really will spend hours doing math questions... but sometimes I just don't feel like doing anything. Just laze around. School is tiring. Physically and mentally. I gotta face different people (people that you love to hate, and people that you hate to love...what am I sayin..) everyday and learn lotsa stuff everyday which really drains my energy.

I went out almost the whole day two days in a row, on Wednesday and Thursday. Wednesday is of course Ah Liang's birthday. I woke up at 2+ on that day to watch the MU vs Roma Champions League match (I slept for, like, 3 hours before the match started...while some dudes were actually busy doing something...). Wow, it was indeed a nice one...7 goals from MU in that match and I just can't stop myself to talk to my friends about it when I reached school...

After school, Addie, Kian and myself (and Be the girl) spent the afternoon completing the gift for Ah Liang. Straight after that I went home, got myself ready and went out again 20 minutes later to celebrate Ah Liang's birthday. Hope you'd enjoyed yourself on that night man...hehe.

When I reached home I actually fell asleep kinda early (I didn't even bother to go take a shower)...I was sound asleep that night and I missed the Milan vs Bayern Munich match. Bayern Munich lost the match 2-0, which means AC Milan will be MU's next opponent. Do hope that MU can win this...we as fans are desperately in need of seeing them get some silverware and we want them to be treble winners again!

Well, yesterday after school I had a tuition class, and after that went back to school again in the evening before 7 o clock to complete some group work. Gosh...was I tired when I reached home around 10.45 pm, and I couldn't even keep myself awake to complete some homework..but before I slept I finished typing my club report... At least today is better, but I'm not spending the time to get myself some sleep. But rather, here am I updating my blog although I'm seriously very sleepy and can barely open my eyes.

Before I started writing this post, I was playing the guitar, playing some songs that I once played and once sang. Of course, I still like "those" songs. Nothing wrong about them. It's just that I spend more time nowadays to play Metallica, Black Sabbath, Guns n Roses and tonnes of other stuff...polishing my skills by playing their famous riffs and solos... And tomorrow will be another long day...I have to go to school for this prize presentation thingy, where the presence of the Raja Muda of Perak as the VVIP is the main thing for this entire thingy. The crazy thing is that I'm not even a prize recipient...why should I even go...If there's one thing that I don't want to spectate during this week, it's this event...I rather stay home and sleep....Arghh...

101th post...

A total of 101 posts are available in this blog currently...kinda cool. I didn't even realise it until I saw my stats on the dashboard. At least I'm more consistent in updating this blog. I love it very very much... =P

In memory of the Man...

...for the things You've taught us and the sincere acts which make it possible to unite mankind with Goodnes, we want to thank You.

Still stuck in the pit....
Trying to pull myself out of the situation...
Certainly there's someone offering me a hand...
Maybe I'm just too blind or just too reluctant to respond to that willingful Heart...
Forgive me...
Walking the line alone is painful...
It's tiring.
I move through daily routines as a lethargic young man...
How am I supposed to set my focus in such a condition?
Things are getting shaky...
And sometimes even "anesthetics" don't work.
In turn it causes the worst unimaginable feeling...
It's like a crash after cocaine consumption..
What??
Nah...
Laugh Out Loud.
=)
(Dunno whether I should laugh or cry......=P)

"Love Hurts" by Incubus

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast to truth
I don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
(as common as a cold day in LA)

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts.....
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'Cause without love I won't survive.

I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface this one man submarine
I only want the truth
So tonight we drink to youth
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'Cause without love I won't survive

Numb. Again and again.

Anaesthetisizing myself with music. Loud or soft or whatever...as long as they are nice It'll be totally fine...